Life has been interesting the past few months. In relationship wise... and also work..and other matters as well. My ex has been contacting me back. I guess I never really have any hard feelings towards him because he always treat me well.. So we kinda going out again.. but no commitment.. just simply having a great time.. enjoying one day at a time...:) .. I dont feel like committing anything with him..
I learn to forgive and forget.. I dont like to be bitter about anything.. Its just not worth the time being bitter about anything. Its not worth it. I might as well think about all the good things in life. I dont get stress out. Im happy. I treat people better when Im happy. I treat people I love better when Im happy.
Anyway on photography side.. I have been experimenting a lot.. materializing ideas in my head.. learning to sketch things out... My muse, Asrul inspired me a lot.. He is a close friend that I adore. Very kind in heart .. I love hearing about him talking about his cute lil daughter.. you can see the sparkle in his eyes as he talked about her.. how much he love her..
On other note, a wife of a good friend of mine wants to move to NZ.. and instead of being unhappy, he is happy for her.. because he just wants his wife to be happy.. and if by moving to NZ it would make her happy, so be it.. he will be happy.. I like that.. Its not all about you.. but its about the one you love.. if the one you love is happy, then why not just be happy for her.. Its not all about you all the time..
And if my friend is happy, then Im happy as well.. even though in the course of him/her doing that, I might miss em and be sad.. but still, the most important is.. for them to be happy..
Its all not about us.. and its ok. Life moves on... Just be happy. I am not worried because good friendships will stand anything..
On another good note, I might be able to materialize my own exhibition..:) WOOHOO! It has been a dream for me to showcase my work.. so, take note ya..I will give an invitation soon :P
Anyway I will stop for now.. Im putting the following pic to show that my heart has been patched.. no more hatred.. no more negativity.. only good things..
Remember...
Open your heart
Heal your Soul
