but im coming home soon... tomorrow in fact

cya 

Im more than an image you dream about and cherish...
Im your superstition.

Its been a long time since I last write anything in here. I guess i express myself better in the photos I took rather than words I write.

Life has been interesting the past few months. In relationship wise... and also work..and other matters as well. My ex has been contacting me back. I guess I never really have any hard feelings towards him because he always treat me well.. So we kinda going out again.. but no commitment.. just simply having a great time.. enjoying one day at a time...:) .. I dont feel like committing anything with him..

I learn to forgive and forget.. I dont like to be bitter about anything.. Its just not worth the time being bitter about anything. Its not worth it. I might as well think about all the good things in life. I dont get stress out. Im happy. I treat people better when Im happy. I treat people I love better when Im happy.

Anyway on photography side.. I have been experimenting a lot.. materializing ideas in my head.. learning to sketch things out... My muse, Asrul inspired me a lot.. He is a close friend that I adore. Very kind in heart .. I love hearing about him talking about his cute lil daughter.. you can see the sparkle in his eyes as he talked about her.. how much he love her..

On other note, a wife of a good friend of mine wants to move to NZ.. and instead of being unhappy, he is happy for her.. because he just wants his wife to be happy.. and if by moving to NZ it would make her happy, so be it.. he will be happy.. I like that.. Its not all about you.. but its about the one you love.. if the one you love is happy, then why not just be happy for her.. Its not all about you all the time..

And if my friend is happy, then Im happy as well.. even though in the course of him/her doing that, I might miss em and be sad.. but still, the most important is.. for them to be happy..

Its all not about us.. and its ok. Life moves on... Just be happy. I am not worried because good friendships will stand anything..

On another good note, I might be able to materialize my own exhibition..:) WOOHOO! It has been a dream for me to showcase my work.. so, take note ya..I will give an invitation soon :P

Anyway I will stop for now.. Im putting the following pic to show that my heart has been patched.. no more hatred.. no more negativity.. only good things..

Remember...

Open your heart
Heal your Soul

Last March was my munchkin's (niece) birthday. I was the official photographer as usual. She has to pick the same place to celebrate, even the same room as last years celebration ..and wore the same 'princessy'..fairy.. pink dress!!

so my pix looked like last year's pix.. hahahaha

Kids nowadays.. they have to do it their way and only way... ! :P




Isnt she adorable! (she's the one in pink lipstick!)


Some games MegaKidz organized for them..


I had a good laugh at the game they played.. its like musical chair, but you are supposed to stand on the piece of paper once the music stop.. and you have to fold the paper into half the size to start it again.. You can see how creative these kids were when both of them have to stand on one very small piece of paper...  


Run round and round...


Looking for sweets after only a youg lil girl hit the pinata as strong as she could.. hehehe


See how sweet she is.. helping her classmate :)


They screamed so loud, I had to close my ears.. but I bet they had so much fun.. I need some scream too once in a while.. should learn from them. :)

Its been a long time since I last updated this blog..

I basically have run out of ideas.. well, not really.. I have a lot of ideas, but after going through my own censorship, my ideas didnt make it.. for the sake of my respect to some people.

Basically.. I cannot write my heart out.. I cannot put the pic I like.. I cannot be myself..

But I also dont want to hurt anybody..

So if you see me quiet, its not because I do not have ideas to write.. but things in my mind and matters of my heart, i cannot share .. not right now..

but its ok.. I share it in some other ways.. :).. and for those who knew me well enough, they would know..

oh on other notes, I have received my formal portfolio.. for all my art work.. :D .. Its called "Body Language" .. :D . Im so happy.. I cant wait to share it with my muse... Who knows, this might be a beginning of me in this artistic world.

Who knows..

isnt it easier to play victim or pity game when something didnt work out
... rather than moving on with your life

isnt it easier to blame somebody else
... rather than looking at ourselves and see what we have done wrong...

isnt it easier to take in everything and let it burst at the end
... rather than communicate when things went wrong from the start

yeah it is easier.

but nobody said life is easy all the way.

Life is about choice. When we make a choice to do something, good or bad, we have to live by our choice..

fight it.
make it work.

because it is our choice.

Somebody said to me yesterday.. In life, there's only 3 days.. Yesterday, Today and Tomorrow.

Its no point talking and mumbling and complaining about Yesterday, because we will not change anything..

Its no point thinking too much about tomorrow, because at the end of the day, its in God's hand...

We can only live and enjoy life today... Enjoy it while we still have it..

My nephew always know how to cheer me up.. all the time.

He started to learn how to send sms now..

So using his grandma's handphone, here how the conversations went:

his sms: Angah buat apa?

my sms: tengok TV.. Ayang buat apa? (Ayang is my niece... his elder sister)

his sms: Ni Adik la.

my sms: Oh Adik ka. Sorry sorry. Adik buat apa? Adik suka tak lampu yang angah beli untuk adik ? (I just bought him Ikea lamp in a shape of seahorse in orange color.. his fave color is orange)

his sms: Ya la, sebab adik sayang angah. (At this time, I started to have tears in my eyes.. I missed him so much..)

my sms: Adik sayang angah ke? Ari tu angah call , adik sibuk, tak mau cakap ngan angah.

his sms: Adik sayang angah banyak 25639549

my sms: awwww.... Angah sayang adik lagiiiii banyak!

his sms: Terima Kasih. (how cute!)

my sms: Sama-sama. Bila adik nak mai umah angah di KL?

his sms: Nanti la. Adik dok cuti seminggu.

my sms: Adik datang sorang-sorang la. Berani tak naik airplane sorang-sorang?

his sms: Tapi kena bawak mama sekali (woi... Idah yang kena taip tau, sebab adik kata dia tak larat nak taip dah) ...(Idah is my little sister, his auntie)

Then I received a phone call from him telling me that he hurt this little finger now and he cannot even type sms to me.. :P

How he really made my day.. my little munchkin.

I love you, Adik

Last weekend, I planned shoot the fireworks at the Eye with Faris. He has been going there many times and although it sounded wierd before, I finally understood why Faris kept on going there... again and again..

The whole experience was just out of this world.. the sensations at the end of the explosion are just unbelievable.. it was very satisfying. but u just cant get it enough.. the 25 mins explosion felt like only 5 mins.. it was magical! it was an experience I will never forget!

thanks to especially Faris who shared the 'shortcut' with me.. if not for u, I will never get a firework shot like this..

and for kaz and Arman for fantastic evening. :)

The Picture has got nothing to do with the song. This is a poor attempt to update my blog.

The pic was taken at Ivy's at Heritage Rows. Awesome place.. good food and great place and dirt cheap! I went there again today but it was closed for sunday lunch... bleahhhh!

Anyway the song, Lips of An Angel.. is what I really like currently.. I didnt even know them, I mean, a group who call themselves 'Hinder'?? .. but anyway, good music.. Im entertained! Although I hate the lyric.. hehe enjoy!


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